Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

It all just sounds like oooooh…
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, ohh…
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes

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all these lines are on playback in my head,, maybe im just too emotional these days , i feel i want the same or even more than the emotion i have for myself ,someone have it for me , i have a calm and relaxed man by my side whom sometimes i fear of him being emotionaly unavailable , just the opposite of me , im made of emotions and that's what makes me too sensitive sometimes, even more when the auntie is on her way to come !!  

sometimes i feel guilty sometimes i have no feeling at all , well , i know i cant put all the blame on the man beside me , he is just a human being with his ups and downs , and he is the one i have chosen , and i know i have made the right choice, but am i getting tired of him?! i guess not... he looks too self-centered sometimes,, lets just not talk about him anymore , i know im just fed up, i dont like here , i feel i dont belong here , i want to move on to a new place, i need a vacation , somewhere where there is no "here" 

i want to ,once again, fly , fly to the most beautiful me,, the one i seemed to lose for sometimes already , do you know where can i find it ?! the "me" ?  ......